hello 2013

>> ak xtau mood apa

Asssalamualaikum ~~

so...dah nk masok 2013

azam pon bru..cehhhh

bla la kau..LOL

ayat skrip smata2

xnak ckp happy new year ke apa

sbb dah masok new year dri hr tu lg

hahha

AWAL MUHARRAM kan~~hehe

kbye!

27/12/12

>> #np yesterday

Assalamualaikum ~~~

allop !

19hb hari tu ak mcm xpost pasl besday pakcik ak

huuu

PAKCIK YANG KU SAYANG~~

SAENGIL CHUKAHAE~~

even sy lambat post...tp dah wish dah hri tu..heee

although u r not my love anymore

but still

u r my syg * mcm sama ja??err *

well paham2 ja la knapa dah xjadi my love

i respect my pakcik choice =)

saengil chukahae again pakcik!

always love you pakcik 

^__^

Cloudy Day, Clear Day

>> #np stay together

Assalamualaikum ~~

so..dah seminggu ak keja

emmm..komen??

ntah...just oke ja kot

heee

bout him

emmm...idk if i was determined or not

idk

idk

n idk

wtv

so nitey ! 

=)

new enviroment

>> #np beautiful day

Assalamualaikum ~~

so~~~tomorrow is my 4th day

work as QC

tp ak masih lagi training.

ak kna train slama 12 hri

so 28 ni bru ak kna hantar kt area mana2

err...kesimpulan

kna cek betol2 bnda yg kena cek

or...kna marah ngan org atasan

har3!

seriously ak rasa lain sikit bila masok alam keja ni

act ak xnk keja

xsuka alam pekerjaan

sbb lagi stress dri blajar... kot ?

xpa la..ak keja ni nk cari pengalaman

at least, nnti bila nk keja betol2 dah nmpk mcm mana kan

neway..hoping that i wont run away from that job..hahha

pray for me !

CT:: chibird

=D

12.12.12

>> #np i dont care

Assalamualaikum ~~
Dear uncle ~

so~~ today is special

12.12.12

tarikh yg takkan wujud dah pas ni

and lpas ni xda dah 13.13.13 kan ?? 

hehe

oke..hari ni jgk

ak akn move on to my friend's house

because ??

jumaat ni ak dah stat keja

and neway

ak dpt keja jdi QC aka QA inspector tu

ak btol2 tak expect nak dapat keja tu

sbb masa interview hari tu serius HANCUR oke

tp alhamdulillah

rezeki ak kot

ak dapat keja tu

and there.. jumaat ni ak stat keja

kononnya nk dok rumah sebulan

jdi angan2 ja la

hahahha

nvm.. sbb ak mmg desperate nk keja

i need to help my family

ak kesian kt ayh ak

even xbanyak ak leh tlng

at least ak leh kurangkan sikit kot beban ayh ak

=(

and also... my result
ALHAMDULILLAH~~
i've  passed with flying color =)
thank you YA ALLAH >,<
ak sngt2 bsyukur ak pas untuk sem ni
makanya tamatlah diploma ak =D

owh... and..

dont want to talk bout ASS

i hate the fact that they are here

can i just like hate you rabbit ???

rabbit.. you must take responsibility for making me fall

sheesh~~

hate to admit

really~~

p/s :: hiatus for awhile till i pay my bb bill.. *sigh*

thousand years

>> #np a thousand years

heartbeat fast, colors &   promises, 

how to be brave,

how can I love when I'm afraid to fall

but watching you stand alone

all my doubt suddently goes away somehow

Dear diary

start to cry while typing this post

after reading that beautiful post plus listening to a thousand years

her story,

was exactly same as me

n i hate to admit

i love him

please help me

i shouldn't fell in love with him

i just cannot

=(

*crying so hard*

we meet again

>> #np 60 sec

Assalamualaikum ~

we meet again DISEMBER !

makanya 9 hari lgi result ak nk kluar

oke. NEVES

hri ni ak hantar resume kat 1 kilang ni

i just hantar

just tunggu pnggilan

klau dpat mmg miracle

sbb resume ak

mcm hampeh =,="

hope this month will be a good month

amin ~~ 

=)

1st anniversary

>> randomly picking n hearing some songs

Assalamualaikum ~~
Sapp !

happy 1st anniversary !!

annivrsary apa ??

blog ak la~~

act dah lepas sbln lebih dah pon

sja nk post 

=)

blog ni wjud 8hb october

wait..

shari after birthday rabbit~

LOL

* /slap my head/, time2 ni nk sbot sal rabbit *

neway

blog ni akan wujud slagi ak wujud

=)

reality

>> #np caffeine

Dear uncle ~~

She look at him for the first time,

she LIKE his personality, but she doesn’t care much.

As she looks at him for numerous times,

she still LIKE him.

His DIMPLE and his SMILE kept her to still like him.

He NEVER look at her, she know that.

She like PURPLE color. 

Almost all her things were purple.

She keep looking at him.

One thing had start to change,

 his thing’s color,

bag, headphone, those are in PURPLE.

 That simple changed make her smile.

Why? NO reason.

She looks at him again today.

He wear tuxedo handsomely, with making his hair a little curly,

she SMILE again.

He look at her straightly today,

her hearbeat suddently changed the rythme.

She AVOID the eye contact.

She don’t want to look at him today,

scared if that unusual thing happened last night, happened again today.

 But can she?? NO.

So she looks at him again today.

He looks tired today.

Why??

Is he sick??

WORRIED came without invited

Today,

His waist were injured. She is worrying to death.

She keep looking at him. From far.

Why he need to push himself like that???

She gritted her teeth.

He is FRAGILE

Today, he looks so fine. She smile.

A BIT.

She want to nag at him.

But who is she?? She smile bitterly.

 He looks at her for a sec. Is she hallucinating?

Oh no it isn’t. He LOOKS at her.

She is getting nervous.

She avoid AGAIN the eye contact.

Today, she looks at him again for the countless time.

She LOVE his personality.

What has changed?

LOVE.

She LOVE him.

What hasn’t  changed?

He is SOMEBODY. She is a NOBODY.

Why she avoid his stare?

She can’t relate the SOMEBODY and NOBODY together

..........................................................................................................

nahh... drama again.. LOL

nvm.. im just wasting my time writing this crappy story

ngeee

=P

crisissssseu ~~~

>> #np midnite

Dear uncle ~~

"have you ever had a legitimate crush on a band guy idol

like to the point where you’re not even fangirling anymore you just actually love them"

yes !

.

.

.

.

yes !

.

.

.

.

YES !

.

.

.

.

YES !

n currently im having that crisis

* facepalm *

>,<

GAZA

>> post yg ke-3 untuk hari ni

Assalamualaikum ~~

YA ALLAH ~~

selamatkan saudara saudara ku yang berada di GAZA

Lumpuhkan lah serangan ISRAEL yang terlaknat itu

AMIN ~~ 

: (

just

>> buang tbiat g dgr lgu bdak tu nyanyi >,<

Dear uncle ~~

Wo gan ji ni dui wo zhe yang de tan bai

Dan wo gei ni de ai zan shi shou bu hui lai

so I wo bu neng zhi shi be your friend

buang tebiat~~buang tebiat~~

;AAAAAAAA; * screaming inside *

xpsl ak g cri tjuk lgu yg rabbit tu nyanyi

//facepalm//

pas2 mksud  part dya nyanyi tu ~~~

really2 hits me =,=

tp..

bila pkir balik

ak x 'knal' dya lg tym tu

so..

INVALID

hmm~hmm~~~

*nod3*

( sedapkan hati )

ct::chibird

* buangtebiatlg *

okbye 

>,<

worry

>> memorize ALL the things for this monday 'WAR' =,=

Dear diary ~~

im hoping for getting  BEST result

for this semester

oke scratch the 'best' part but

 getting a GOOD result

sure enuff.. *sigh*

all i need now is

 study....

but

what did i do now ???

online~~~~spazzing~~~~fangirling~~

//facepalm//

hello ~~~

u have paper on this freaking monday

wake up u pabo !!

pliz save meeeeeee~~~~ *drowning in the sea*

end of  mumbling alone

>,<

masalah

>> buang masa tanpa melihat nota

Dear uncle ~~

masalah aku

dah xleh beza reality and fantasy

tolong sedarkan ak

he is somebody

and

 i am nobody

NOBODY ~~

*echooooo*

kbye

important

>> currently :: typing disscussion

Dear reader

ct::chibird

sometime benda yg kta stress xpenting sngt pon

tp kta yg wat bnda tu jd besar

hmmm ~~~

crush

>> last post b4 sleep

ct::chibird

true ???no?

=(

i philic rabbit

>> buang masa dgn meng-tweet xhbes2

Dear diary ~~

my affection toward rabbit

makin menjadi2 pulak

pehal ntah tba2 TERphilic ngan rabbit ntah

aish~

to be honest

bkn sbb rabbit sngt pon

tp sbb rabbit

i mean

THAT rabbit

urgh !

wtv !

ct::chibird

yeah~yeah~ i know u r cute rabbit

can't believe.. every post seem to have that rabbit story

*sigh* 

aaaaa... molla~ molla !

kbye !

stop !

>> baca nota microbe tp mcm xbaca sbb bnyk merayau..LOL

Dear diary

*Applause* coz ur acting was 

very good !

To someone ~

i hate u coz u've  ignore ur own  body's condition

u've ignore ur own health

just for ur fans

u know what

bcoz of that

u make people became more worried bout u

especially ur MOTHER

sheesh~~ i hate to admit

but yeah..

I AM WORRIED ABOUT U STUPID !

i dont care if ur condition 

aldy fine or not

still

i love to nag bout that 

so pliz ~~

for ur own sake or at least ur mother sake

pliz take care of ur own body

i know u r hardworking

i know that

still

u have to stay healthy

JEBAL ~ >,<

end of my nagging

kbye~~

ct::chibird

i should~~ fuh2~

=I

November ! Hi !!

>> lap sawang kt dashboard

Assalamualaikum !

hello november !!!!

akhirnya bln october yg penuh dugaan telah lepas 

T,T

n 

alhamdulillah... projek ak LULUS

n

u know what

ak TERnangis kejap smlm lps present

sbb :: terpkir balik penat lelah ak ngan membe2 ak wat projek ni

SUMPAH PENAT.. I TELL U !

emmm...hr tu

bdak tu sakit

n idk what the reason

but today..

he looks so fine

so.. yeah

its good to see him in emm..

good conditions ??

 #kbye

=)

stresseu~~ =,=

>> tulis report sambil search jurnal =,="

Ya Allah 

Tabahkan lah hati hamba mu ini

Amin ~~ 

Assalamualaikum !

Baru tau mental ak tak berapa nk kuat sngt

sebab :: 2 minggu ni ak asik nk nangis 

(tp xnangis lg oke)

punca :: analisis final projek tak siap lagi n final presentation lgi 2 mnggu

tido ak xckop langsung 2 mnggu ni

dah serabut ngan projek, tambah lak ngan report berlambak2

sbar2... sabar nas

awak nk belajar kan

kena la sabar 

T.T

lagi 2 minggu 

nk present

ak xtau ak nk cakap mcm mn nnt

 Ya Allah lembut kan lah hati judges yg nk judge group ak nnt 

hopefully soalan judges senang2

n member lain n ak boleh jawab dgn mudah

>,<

ak takot sngt projek ktorang kna reject

=T

sekian bebelan dari sy

=(

sheng ri kuai le

>> gagah diri buat lab report

Dear rabbit ~

Happy 21st Birthday unicorn !

smile always 

=)

sick =,="

>>tgk RM

Assalamualaikum ~~

lama dah ak xsakit

hari khamis hr tu start demam

nseb hari jumaat xda kelas

tp hari jumaat ak still kluar

sbb nk bayar duit bb

bjalan la even xlarat pon

smlm dah mkn ubat, dah peloh2

tbe2 pgi ni demam+lelah skaligus !
mmg xleh pegi jamuan last kelas hr ni
huuu T,T
xpe lah
ak sakit ni sbb ALLAH syg ak
=)

To me ::

 ^_____^

hope

>> #np in the car

Assalamualaikum !
Good Mornite !

otak ak dah jd saturated dah

wieeee ~~~~ *terbang2*

(dah xbtol)

hoping something good will happen >,<

CT :: chibird

CT::chibird

i put my trust on this word 

=,=

FIGHTING !

Hi !

>> feeling  nervous

Assalamualaikum !

hello October !!

finally... bulan yg menakutkan telah tiba ~~~

tba2 td teringat sal tarikh speaking test ak

tralalalala ~~~

18hb ni ak ada SPEAKING TEST !!

ammaaa~~ tba2 rasa nk nangis

sbb ak xsedia langsung !

spesis ak, xpandai nk berfikir on d spot !

plus neves lak, komfom2 la ak xleh nk pkir betul dah

dah tu mcm mn????

aaaa~~ nk nangis ~~ TT

neway~~

hello October ~~

 T,T

=(

Smile~~~

>> #np angel

Quote for u n me ,

Life isn't easy, 

but if you can make someone smile even one time, 

it makes this world a better place for everyone.

smile 3

=)

kinda

>> waste my time

Dear bunny ~~

CT :: chibird

=,="

Friends

>> #np my girl

Dear blog ,

CT :: chibird

Glad i have friends like them

=)

Malas

>> #np WOW

sy seorang yg malas

n i know it =,="

Assalamualaikum ~
Allop !

malam ni, kamsis ak ada wat ceramah

ceramah pasal KAWEN MUDA

klau ak skip ja ceramah tu boleh tak ??

mcm xberapa nk excited dgr pasl tu

*sigh*

sbb... ak takkan kawen awl

sbb... ak dah 21 la !

n.. calon pon xda lg

komfom2 la ak xkawen muda

lala~~~

oke.. tba2 ak g crita pasal kawen

sbnarnya xda pa pon nk cita

tp nk crita gak b4 september end

hahhahhaha ~~

u can say sy tngah buang tebiat ~~

the end ~~

=)

w 'O' w

>> #np wow

Dear diary  ~~

my heartbeat beating so fast 

this is so krazeh !

can't look at his face for this time being

i am abnormal rite now

=,="

crisis

>> buang tebiat tenung screen lappy

Assalamualaikum !
Annyeong !

kuantan ada crisis air

kemungkinan 4 hari x ada air

n ???

ak...serabut pkir nk cari mn air ni

dah la mnggu ni bz

eeee !!

* air sangat pening dalam kehidupan seharian.. LOL *

sekian...

=(

Sometimes

>>#np that XX

Assalamualaikum !

Holla !

ct :: chibird

=,="

alloha September !

>> #np scream

Assalamualaikum !
Hello !

its September !

hope something good will happen in this months

*praying*

happy September !

p/s:: somehow my feeling getting better nowadays 

=)

its too late ???

>> #np naega aniya

Assalamualaikum !
Morning !

lama xupdate

adakah sy tlambat untuk mngupdate psl raya ??

owh.. raya sebulan la

kre oke la kan klau update sal raya pon kan ?? 

haha

i'll just put my raya pic 

oke ?

* my mom , maksu n her daughters *

* my adiks *

* me n my adik jgk *

* my noty adk *

* appa w/ adik , paksu w/ his daughter n sons *

* my adiks and cuzins *

thats all

its already 2 weeks we have celebrating raya

today is Independence  Day 

MERDEKA !!

then..

c u next post

=)

august

>> #np be ma girl ?

Assalamualaikum !
Morning !

waa....cepatnya masa berlalu

dah masok ogos T,T

and ak dah mula sibuk ngan report

bnda yang xleh lari oleh bdak food tech

hahaha ~

final project mmg la wat ak pening

flow chart xda

tp still ...suruh ktorang wat

how ? sbb dah search lam tenet xda ! hmmphh ~

i'll try...xjmpa search kt lib pulak nnti

oke..ak mmg xda bnda nk crita dalam ni

LOL

so...

ak dah titrate ak pnya feeling

and feel relieve a bit now... i guess ??

p/s :: selamat bersahur 

=)

TT.TT

>> #np when i mish u

"Even when I miss you (So good bye good bye)
Even when I think about you more
I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay
As long as you are happy"

" I happened to hear about how you were doing 
I think you are doing well 
I believe it's better this way, you look happier"

Morning !

Saya dah give up ??

urmmm... betol ke ak dah give up ??

betol ??

Are u sure ??

entah la...

saya pon confuse

well.. kalau saya kata saya give up on d spot

mmg x la kot

maybe take a time jugak la

hmmm ~~~

as long u r happy

then, good enuff for me la kot

i just need a tym to adjust my feeling

* x tipu TT *

=T

its coming again !

>> in confusing mood

Assalamualaikum !

Ramadhan is coming back !

hope ramadhan kali ni lebih baik dr yg lepas

*note to myself*

jom buat pahala lebih lg 

=)

midnight

>> #np Midnight

Assalamualaikum !
Heyo !

finally ~~ after 1 year waiting for them

* crying at the back *

i mish them so much

smpai ak TERmenangis smlm bila dgr lgu ni 

! . !

sekian

.

.

.

* p/s - i hate like joker's hair =,= *

=P

a visit

>> #np ILU-2ne1

Assalamualaikum !
Holla !

updato !!

today ak nk pnohkan post ni ngan gmbar2 xlawa

well... td ak g melawat adk ak yg form 1 tu

adk yg suka sngt nangis klau sakit

MANJA !

ak plik btol ngan adik2 ak ni

asik hilang buku teks je

ak duduk asrama 5 taon pon xpenah hilang tau

bru dduk xsmpai stgah taon da hilangpeliks !

k la

nk tnjuk pic ak g melawat adk ak

he he he

.

.

.

.

* xsmpat nk amek lawa2 >,< *

* nama blok adk ak *

* tringat masa ak dduk hostel dlu U,U *

*  muka manja .. hahaha *

* mak ayah yg ku sayang ~~~ *

*elok la wat muka gitu , ingt comel ke, bdak manja ! *

* err..ecah..what r u doin ? *

 * goodbye mrsm ~~~ *

oh...yes..yes

i know..

gambar ak amek tu x lawa langsung !

ha ha ha !!

same reason

nk penuhkan post ak

heee

tata !

=)

second option

>> #np jb - boyfriend

curi tajuk ff adi unni

keke

Assalamualaikum !

For people who still confuse to choose..keke

If you love two people at the same time 

choose the second one 

because if you really loved the first one 

you wouldnt have fallen for the second. ~Johnny Depp

=)

addicted w/ camera ? heck ! no !

>> listening to someday - suju

suka dgn camera

no la ~

Assalamualaikum !
Heyo !

yesterday n today ,

 ak n membe ak g pusing alor setar

jd tour guide kwn klantanese ak sorang ni

plus 3 kedahnese included me

actually , my 2nd time jd tour guide org U,U

well bla org jarang dtg kedah

msti la amek gambar bnyk2 kan ?? 

(pd org yg addct ngan camera shj)

 well , my frens were not exceptional

so they were just like 'click' here n there

until 'full memory' pop up at the phone screen

hahaha

me..usually xsuka amek2 gambar ni

but this 2 days ak mcm..

' owh oke..just taking some memorable pics won't hurts u rite ?? '

so ak pon join la dorang

even xbnyk sngt pic ak tp bg ak

bole msok lam kategori BNYK  la jgk pic ak 2

LOL !

im just talking too much here

so there were some pics that we've snap 2gether

^^

.

.

.

* at Tasik Jitra *

* at i-City kedah..LOL *

* at Menara A.S *

* wow kuningnya yg dduk 2 T,T - at Istana Anak Bukit *

* at Kota Marina - raja n bell *

* like this 2 lovey-dovey birds (well not officially yet) *

* a.s tower n star gazing ?? *

thats all

actually ada BNYAK ~~~ lg pic2 yg ktorang snap

tp biar je la smpan lam folder

hahah

c u next entry 

=)