Dear uncle ~
my biggest fear : speaking english in public
in my family, we didn't develop speaking skill
i mean in english
even in school also, i didn't talk in eng
so when you are in uni stage
of course you'll need to speak in english
i can talk in eng
but i cant speak directly on the spot because i need to think first
i can't talk without thinking first
i envy to those people who can talk freely without think much
i really do !
idk how to get rid of this fear
because when i REALLY get nervous
everything in my mind totally get blank. na-da, nothing
im hopeless *sigh*
