biggest fear

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Dear uncle ~

my biggest fear : speaking  english in public

in my family, we didn't develop speaking skill

i mean in english 

even in school also, i didn't talk in eng

so when you are in uni stage

of course you'll need to speak in english

i can talk in eng

but i cant speak directly on the spot because i need to think first

i can't talk without thinking first

i envy to those people who can talk freely without think much

i really do !

idk how to get rid of this fear

because when i REALLY get nervous

everything  in my mind totally get blank. na-da, nothing

im hopeless *sigh*