Dissapear

>> #np dissapear /anberlin/

I cry cry cry... but without tears
It's hard to accept, but I need to move on

reality bites, tsskkk

life as a fan is so hard
I didn't see this will coming.. at least not so soon
everything happened was too fast, still can't cope with it
but I know..this is the ending
we can't see some random moves or talk from galaxy hyung anymore
and I hate that fact. sob3 T____T

“You never miss the water 'til the well runs dry"

True..

you never miss the star 'til the galaxy is gone

i know he is not my top bias /talking about being a fangirl/

but I love them as OT12

so...when, 1 down

its feel so heartache =(

wu yifan ge, I hope you will live well after this..don't worry, I'll still support the minor. I'll support both of you guys.

Live well or live hell::you already choose gege. Im glad for that =)

nightmare

>> #np shadow of the day

please say that all of this sh*t thing was not true

its affected me so much

its show that i love them so much

because i am crying right now

i cant leave them

but i cant face them if that thing is happening

and i am not ready

not ready for everything

someone please say something

please say that its not true !
i'm begging

TT_________TT

exposed

>> #np waiting for the end

Hey~~

Ermmm.. thanks to that unnie, she'd tweet a link 

a link that make me...hmmm...got speechless for awhile

i...don't know whether i should trust that source or not

but...hmm...seem like its legit...maybe ??

.......................

ahh...maybe i should take my lunch now

ahhha... hmmm....maybe...

I......
to someone....just be happy =)

its just a crack..I still can fix it =D

I know consequences for being a fan..im not delu

If its true...then im happy for you..seriously ^^

Dwell

>> #np angel

Hey dear,

Already 2 in the morninggggg

but here I am....still staring at my notebook's screennnn

Tomorrow have to record presentation for one of the subject

Day after tomorrow, BAKSIS.. one of my Ko-k subject =,=

so..leave that alone

urmm...how should I say

I'm scared with my own feeling ?

I'm scared that I can't fall for someone else

I'm scared that I could not afford to fall in love

I've tried for numerous times, try to act like normal people do

but I can't... why???

why ?

why ?

because of him

because he is too kind

he is too precious

I know... I.. FOREVER can't have him

I know that

but he like...holding something inside me

that I can't afford to let it go

I know, I am being crazy at 2 in the morning

but that is the biggest things that dwell inside me right now

I'm scared

it is okay ?? me...acting like this ???
i mean, can't afford to let him go ???

feel like crying right now

i seem can't differentiate between reality and fantasy..sheesh 

strength.may

>> #np growl

Hey Uncle~~

Its May...already May

just how fast time had been passed

Today I am really tired

TIRED.EXHAUSTED

sleepless this past fortnight

and this week already reach the peak

till my body can't cooperate with me anymore

sick before going to the camp is NOT  good 

seriously...

this coming Friday I'll be going to not a camp actually

but some sort of adopted families programme

but really...my throat was sore and having migrain

and I still have tons of works to finish before end of this day

because today is my only day that I didn't have class

but....

I need to go out for s/thing that I should not do but I was forced to do it

*sigh*

its not like I don't want to do it. But everyone should help me

coz not only them were busy as sh*t

sleepless because of doing this sheesh

now im sick...good

im trying not to whine, but i'm tired...really tired T____T

i'm trying =(

go ! nas go !

you can do it !