merlin

I'll come here when I'm feeling down
why?you've end this semester..well without final yet of course
but yeahh..I'm feeling down with everything. .especially with my talent n skill.
I sometime wondering if I have talent or skill to do something.
I'm idiot, okay..that is half true. ha ha..idk whether I have courage to face this coming sem..next sem will be more tougher than this sem. =..=
so....I don't have any courageous to face it..I'm a loser...and I know it..ngaaaaa

and why merlin? because at least he has a gift (talent) and he know what to do with his gift.no?

I don't want to talk

You see, maybe I was just thinking too much..but I'm a human
i sometime feel like I have no value to other people.
do I help them? did I do that right? what if I said smthg rude?
I am so helpless..I'm bad in everything. I'm not intelligent but I feel grateful bcoz I can study at here till now. I have no brilliant ideas.
I cannot help people even thought my name's meaning is helping. ha ha.

Everyday, things like feeling insecure always there. feeling like u have no value to other people. I dont know if this is a kind of disease. but I try to endure it. but sometimes I have my limit..feeling so fragile. but I have no one to trust, to tell my true feeling bcoz I feel insecure, what if they left me, what if they feel annoying with me.
but nas.. if u said that u have no one to trust. what about Allah? u have Him in whatever situations. yes.. I know.. but im not too "baik". Subuh pon boleh terlepas. honestly my iman is not too strong..it can sway easily. I know I need to invest my time in akhrawiah things.. ok I have too much alasan. if u want, do it. stupid nas. yeah thats me.

I am thinking too much till I feel suffocating. why u need to be like this nasirah T____T

akagami

heyyy there...

well ummm...its been a while..
what should I type..ermmm

can I tell that i want my future partner will be someone that can be friend with me? have someone that give that vibe to me.
sometimes I'd thinking how my future would be?is it someone that I aldy know...or someone stranger?or I just ended my life with be single forever.hahahaha...

well actually I was just caught in the moment..just now, I was reading some romantic cute story..so yeah, its so cute that I think that kind of story didnt exist in this reality world..well I was just being realistic here.hahaha

wtv it is I hope I can find someone like that.hmmm

finalfinalfinalfin

whoaaaa....lama xbukak blog
rindu la pulak tiba2

ermmm anyway, final aku start minggu depan
moga ak boleh ingat jargon2 marketing, formula2 stats tu
and boleh jawab dgn tenang >. <
tak boleh nak main main mcm dulu sangat dah
aku bukan pandai sangat nak study last minit pastu nak ingat semua benda satu malam T_____T
otak aku tak fresh macam zaman dolu dolu dah, berkarat dah
its frustrating when you study so hard but when the quest came out, you don't remember the meaning or the formula
its make me want to tear the paper atm..hahhh

hope sem ni boleh tambah apa yang patot la kan..huuu

and...btw...jumaat hari tu aku p floria
cantik sangat depa decorate bunga2 tu

doplohpat

》》guling guling atas tilam

makanya hari ni umur aku dah naik 1 anak tangga

terima kasih pada my mom sebab bertarung nyawa nak melahirkan aku
terima kasih pada ayah sebab keluar bekerja untuk beli susu lampin pakaian kat aku

aku nak cuba untuk untuk berubah ke arah yang lebih baik
Ya Allah kau bantulah hambamu yang kerdil ini.

Amin  =)

aku budak budak

aku macam budak budak?

so what ? mueheheheh

well..sebab roomate aku hangat2kan aku sebab dia dah tgk naruto
aku mmg la tak leh nak tidoq kan?
so dengan tengah pokainya...
sanggop p sp semata2 nk p tgk naruto
tgk...betapa budak budaknya aku

mehhhh..kesaaahhhh pulakkan?
janji aku boleh tgk
and aku ship naruto x hinata !!!! ������

Ok sekian ����

dan..sekali lagi

heyaaa~~~~

aku kan..dah tak tau nak percaya cakap dr mana

lol..

tak tak...jgn salah paham
aku bukan banned dr...hahah
aku kan..sebab gigi aku
aku cek sampai 3 org dr.
sat dr ni ckp gigi aku berlubang
sat dr ni ckp gigi ak infected n kena cabut gigi
and last sekali dr ni ckp kena operate

ha ha...ini lawak
-..-

operate lagi sekali
aku dah trauma dah kena operate ni.wuuuu
tp nak tak nak aku mmg kena operate pon
tp xsangka dr yg sorang ni beriya nk suh aku operate
hailaaaa

cuak la jgk seposen

and satu lg
aku dok risau sapa yg akan jdi assistant doc tu
I mean..yala..dulu assistant doc yg operate aku tu pakcik
so I dont care la time aku nangeh tu
tp kalau assistant yg sama umur ngan aku tu jaga....
mcm mna aku nak nangeh T______T

ok sekian..hehh

new year.final exam.holiday

》》np - unravel

soooo....

today is my 4th paper...then 2 more papers to go

the main point here...next week im gonna go homeeeeee..wieee

ok stop it. well actually I miss typing here.
so yeahhh...

this morning. I've dreamt about getting married with stranger

ha ha

and I'm cool with his sister which is I'm so glad (even in my dream..heh)
well..because its something that people will get worried when they want to get married.getting closer with her/his partner's family. hhahaha

just my thought here..
will I be able to get married. .or if so..will I be able to be a nice daughter-in-law ??

wowwwww

you thought about marriage...this is soooooo not like you
it is because you will turn to 24 this year ??? =..=""