intern>work

Greetings to no one,

Intern = Done
Work = Start

I feel grateful even that job is not permanent, but at least, after finishing my internship, I can work. Work means I can save money, money means I can pay my loans. ha ha..Thats my  life cycle. After study, u pay loan.. =..=

Actually, the work that I mention earlier didn't hit me yet. I mean, yeah, that day I just went to the iv which was at my internship place, then taraaa, u got that job which was 3 days before u finished your internship. I was like...what?I mean, I didn't prepared at all, I just brought my certificates because the staff told us to. and thats all..like 20 mins before the iv, I just memorized something that need to be in the manual, like 10 words? just 10 WORDS. Me getting that job, I feel so lucky and grateful, I just hope that I didn't mess up that work and work for a year at least until I get a new job. I mean Permanent job.

Anyway, I just hope everything will goes smoothly

new year..homey..intern..

I come to rant

its aldy Feb, even Chinese New year aldy past by, later, I have to finish my internship in order to grad.
Other people do the hashtag #roadtoconvo, I don't think road to convo is something that u can be happy about.no?
maybe because of age factor, I have this love hate situation, I love to say that I will be a grad stud, but I hate to say that I hate to be a fresh grad, why?

I hate to think that, later I need to find a work.. a suitable work for me.. do I have the skill to fulfill their expectation in that work, or because I am from some prestige(?) university, they will have high expectation on me. I'm scare. I'm scare that I'm not worth to work in their company, can I cope with the work? on serious question,  can I FIND a work? these questions came to me since I start my degree.. then it hit me...oohhh...I'm aldy that old hah? to think that in serious manner.ha ha..how laughable.

wtv it is, I really hope that those things will go smoothly ����