Oreo

Hi,

So... I decided to dump my feelings here.
So here the situation, I just bought something, so I bought it by myself, from the start till the end, but after gone through everything with the processes, suddenly people asked me "did they gave you this, did they gave you that" I was like, the f was that? I didn't know anything bout that, when I bought them, you guys didn't asked me bout this neither help me with the process.. Then, do you expect I knew EVERYTHING?? No.. I don't know. And right now, I don't want to know at all cause I've finished everything, and aldy got that thing, so how do you expect me to ask something that's already past?

I don't want to understand this shit anymore, I just.. Don't tell me something that has already PAST.. It just make me feel like "am I being cheated?" 🙄🙄🙄

And... That's all.. Hahahha.... I just need some place where I can type in long sentences 😂😂

Hi?

Dear myself,

I need something to miss, so, decided to come here. After almost a year, didn't post anything. Ha ha
A lot of things happened during this one year gap..

So rn I'm aldy on my 3rd job with same scope😂😂 well many ups and down, but still breathing and all is well.

Going through some hard phase where you need to think everything that is going on in your life. And how I wish I can stay as a kid forever. Well.. It's just a "I wish" 💁‍♀️

Sometime can't believe that I was aldy reaching some phase where you need to do all the things by yourself without your parents help (well I do still asked my parents though 😂😂)

I just hope that I found myself a job that I will be comfortable for the rest of my life.

Also a partner that will go ups and down with me. Accept for who I am.

It is not that I hate marriage, and I know there is no time where you will feel ready for marriage, but at least, I need to have this "yes, it's okay to get married now cause I feel at least ready right now" feel.

And I have this habit where, when you start to have someone and having serious conversations and all, I feel like want to back off and like, is this what I want? Is this the right time? Is he the right one (though i don't have anyone to begin with) 🤣🤣

So... That's all what I want to say. Cause I'm bored😂

👋👋