Hi?

Dear myself,

I need something to miss, so, decided to come here. After almost a year, didn't post anything. Ha ha
A lot of things happened during this one year gap..

So rn I'm aldy on my 3rd job with same scope😂😂 well many ups and down, but still breathing and all is well.

Going through some hard phase where you need to think everything that is going on in your life. And how I wish I can stay as a kid forever. Well.. It's just a "I wish" 💁‍♀️

Sometime can't believe that I was aldy reaching some phase where you need to do all the things by yourself without your parents help (well I do still asked my parents though 😂😂)

I just hope that I found myself a job that I will be comfortable for the rest of my life.

Also a partner that will go ups and down with me. Accept for who I am.

It is not that I hate marriage, and I know there is no time where you will feel ready for marriage, but at least, I need to have this "yes, it's okay to get married now cause I feel at least ready right now" feel.

And I have this habit where, when you start to have someone and having serious conversations and all, I feel like want to back off and like, is this what I want? Is this the right time? Is he the right one (though i don't have anyone to begin with) 🤣🤣

So... That's all what I want to say. Cause I'm bored😂

👋👋