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Hi....

So.. Actually it has been a year after my last post huh.. this year, I'm already 29 y.o. Ha ha

Yeah yeah.. I'm old and still single. 

So this is some story i want to keep at here. 

There this one guy. I knew him from my friend. It's actually his sister want to find someone for him. So decided to make we 'date' and get 'married'. So he contacted me last year.. Its been 1 year we known each other.. But to say that we known each other is too much. Hahaha. Because... I stopped him from making his mother came to our house.. Because I'm being honest to him that i didn't want to get married yet for this time being. And i said that I'm okay if he has someone else and want to get married. I just don't want him to wait for me. 

And to be honest... I still don't have any feeling for him.. I don't know why.. I hate for being like this. But i cannot force my heart. There was so many times I've told him that please don't wait for me, and find someone else.. But he still text me.. For you, you might think, i should just get married to him cause he wait for me.. But it's a feeling.. I don't have that. I feel sorry for him. I don't know what i should do.